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I closed the door... How do I reopen it?
By:As a boy in the UK
Date: 16 March 2017

Hi, I live in the UK. When I was a kid, I used to see spirits all the time and talk, throw and pass messages back and to. When I started to realise properly and understand wot was going on, it started to put me on edge till one night when I was 12-13 years of age, I was going to bed when I saw a boy at the foot of my bed. I remember his eyes where long and black. It scared the hell out of me. I threw the covers over me and screamed stop, I want it to stop. After that it did, and I have never seen or witnessed anything again like I used to, just the Little Things at the corner of my eye or I would feel uneasy in some places.

At one point one morning I remember having a dream about the lottery, no idea why didn't think much of it; went to school as usual. That night I was sitting in the living room with my nan and grandad when the lottery came on. Then I realised it was the dream, so I grabbed a pen and paper and wrote down the numbers, and everyone came out right. I couldn't believe it, as well as I was gutted that I didn't think to do the lottery.

I believe that night with the boy in my room I have shut the door. This question is about: is there any way I can reopen that door? If so how, or is there anyone that can help me to?